Not knowing what to expect about the actual day we go into labor is both nerve-racking and very exciting. We’ve heard stories from others, have read about it, and have even seen videos about it. Honestly, I don’t know if those things helped us and hurt us. All of my worries (well, most of them) are about the process of having him. I think I will be very happy once I see him, see that he is okay, etc. What gives me some peace is the trust we have in our doctor. She knows her stuff and is on top of everything. She always considers what is best for both Baby Tse and I. We are in great hands. However, I am still a little nervous. And speaking of being nervous, in the last few weeks, several people have asked me the same question…

Is Ray getting nervous?

I say yes. But is he real nervous? I don’t think so. If he weren’t at least a little nervous, I must admit that I think I’d be worried and even a little annoyed. I am nervous, and I need some company! ;)

If Ray gets real nervous, I don’t think it will happen until our countdown clock says 10 days or less or until I actually go into labor. When I told my Paw that he isn’t extremely nervous, he laughed and said, “Give him some time!” :)

On a serious note, I do expect Ray to get real nervous at some point. And I want him to feel comfortable expressing that to me because putting forth a big effort to convince me he is as “cool as a cucumber” is not necessary. To me, him feeling nervous means he is normal. But I do not expect him to freak out. He isn’t really the type. And if his nervousness were to turn into freaking out, I’m sure that I too would freak out! Yeah, having a pregnant wife sounds tough, huh?! ;)

If you are envisioning something like the above, STOP! It won’t be that bad! :)

Another question I got asked by my friend, Bob, is “Does Ray think it is time every time you get up during the night?” The answer is not just No but HECK NO! First of all, if he was afraid it was time every time I got up during the night, the poor guy wouldn’t ever get any sleep. I get up at least 4 times every night! Secondly, the most Ray usually does when I get out of bed is turn over! Well, last night was an exception. When I woke up (one of the many times), my position was not working with the position Baby Tse was in. It was so uncomfortable and even kinda painful. Needless to say, waking up that way is not at all pleasant. I remember holding my on my stomach and letting out a moan as I said “Ow wee. Ow.” Ray said, “Are you okay?” Ray is very familiar with how I answer this question. If I answer “yes”, it means yes, I am okay. If I say, “I think so”, it means I don’t feel good but I’ll be fine. And if I’m really uncomfortable or hurting, I’m not shy about saying “no”. “No” doesn’t mean I’m not okay and I’m dying. “No” means that I’m really not feeling good and that I need extra attention or just some TLC. So, anyway, after Ray asked me if I was okay, I said, “No”. Do you know what his response was? Absolutely nothing! He fell back asleep. :)

How do I interpret that? Well, since we are nearing the end of our pregnancy, he is becoming more aware of my noises in the night (which is a good thing). But is he so concerned about them that he worries whether or not it is time? Definitely not! ;)

Have no fear though! When the time comes, I know I will not have any trouble waking him up or getting him to come to very quickly! :)